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Consumption
06:21
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My anus is a mouth
feed me while i’m bruised
Death is out of the question
I’m only meant to consume
I beat my fist against my back
and pretend you’re not there
i beat my fist against my back
and pretend you’re not there
i breathe against waste
and drown against air
i breathe against waste
and drown against air
take up every inch of space
pull out all my hair
smear shit on the walls
go piss on the ground
knife to my balls
excessiveness drowns
there are no fists left to throw
but i still want to beat
no fists left to throw
need to punch up some meat
punch me
need my pound of raw flesh
need my pound of raw flesh
take me there if you will
take me there cause i wish
take me there so i cum
take me there to abyss
take me to the river
make me not exist
break all my stupid bones
and pound your fist into my chest
take all my food
take all my bad food
let my dead body starve
just to prove what you are
i’m the man that you own
i’m the man that you own
you’re the one who controls
you’re the one who controls
you wanna keep it that way
it’s for my own good
you make me obey
if i was you i would do the same
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i know you’d be there if you wanted to
i know it
i have thought about it for the vast majority
of the recent days
of the absent weeks
and the slingshot months
i couldn’t bear the boomerang
i couldn’t bear the pain you bring
is it too much to ask for?
is it too much to ask for?
will it ever stop?
will it ever fucking stop?
i know the answer
it won’t
i tried to stop it before
as you can tell it didn’t work
keep pressing my neck against the ground
keep pressing my neck to the ground
keep moving my mouth make awful sounds
keep moving my mouth make dumb sounds
move my mouth make something happen
move it
move it
move
kiss the pavement i belong to
kiss the concrete which is my womb
like clockwork i will be numb
in due time i will be numb
i can taste it
i can taste it bleeding down my lips
i can taste it
i pray to my jesus
i pray to my stupid fucking jesus
and i know, i know i got a guarantee
in the coming months i will be numb
it’s all thanks to my cement jesus
i’m bowing to my cement god
i know as long as i obey
as long as i get down on my hands and knees and pray
as long as i devote myself to the coming days
i know i will be numb
and thank you god
thank you god for coming through for once
i know i damn well needed it that’s for sure
so thank you, thank you
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What's Left
02:44
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Burdensome at Best
01:54
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Curtain Call
02:50
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